In this three-part conversation with Al McCarn, Laura Lee shares her journey from trauma and addiction into healing, recovery, and her calling to help pastors and spiritual leaders find restoration and freedom.

In the Torah portion Tetzavah, God gives instructions for the holy garments of the priests. But garments are more than clothing. They reflect identity, dignity, and transformation. This reflection explores how recovery invites us to put off old patterns and clothe ourselves in a new life.

What does a recovery counselor have in common with famous whistleblowers? Sometimes truth demands a voice, even when the cost is high. This personal story explores the courage it takes to expose abuse, protect the vulnerable, and stand for professional ethics when others choose silence.

The final portion of Exodus records every detail of the Tabernacle’s construction. But beneath the accounting lies a deeper message: healing after trauma and addiction requires honesty, community, and the courage to rebuild piece by piece.

After the rupture of the Golden Calf, Moses gathers a wounded people and invites them to build again. The Torah portion Vayak’hel reveals a powerful blueprint for recovery, showing how healing from trauma and addiction begins with willingness, community, and small offerings from the heart.

For years I believed healing happened only in the mind or spirit. But trauma had also shaped my body—especially my gut. Through recovery, Torah insight, and gentle daily choices, I began rebuilding what trauma had worn down. Healing, I discovered, is not a single event but a sanctuary rebuilt one offering at a time.

The Torah portion Ki Tisa is often remembered as the story of the Golden Calf and Israel’s failure. But through the lens of trauma and recovery, it becomes something deeper, a powerful map of healing. When read alongside the Twelve Steps, this ancient story reveals how fear, relapse, honesty, and restoration shape the journey toward spiritual freedom.

Once powerless and wounded, she now stands clothed in spiritual authority as an overcomer. This powerful reflection tells the story of breaking generational strongholds, confronting darkness, and discovering healing through faith, courage, and practical recovery tools.

A reflection on the cost of faithfulness, the legacy of spiritual warriors, and the promise of a soldier’s portion. This post explores sacrifice, endurance, and the eternal reward promised by a generous King.

In this powerful vision, Laura Lee shares a battle between darkness and light, where the Lion of Judah stands as Defender and Victor. What begins in armor ends in wedding garments, a call to awaken, rise, and stand in faith for such a time as this.

The end of this age feels heavy for many, stirring weariness, fear, and the instinct to retreat. But healing is not found in hiding. It is found by walking the narrow path with Yeshua as our Rock and guide. Come, walk with me on the ancient path home.

Discover Laura Lee’s story of healing from childhood wounds in her guest appearance on the Becoming Echad podcast with Emily Ferguson. In this episode, Laura shares faith-based insights, her journey through trauma recovery, and the hope available to anyone seeking restoration. Listen now to be encouraged and equipped on your own healing path.

After losing everything, Laura Lee found freedom she never thought possible. In this powerful video testimony, she shares how God met her in the darkest moments of addiction, abuse, and despair and led her into healing, deliverance, and purpose. Her story is a reminder that no matter how broken your past feels, restoration is still within reach.

“You are just like my mother.”
Those words, spoken in anger by my father, echoed through my soul for decades—until the Father’s voice broke through with healing. In this raw reflection, I share how generational pain, rejection, and shame led me on a desperate search for love… and how the ancient words of the Aaronic Blessing finally brought me home.

In life—as on the road—hazardous conditions can leave us spinning, lost, and desperate for direction. In this powerful reflection, I share how stormy roads, near-accidents, and long night shifts mirrored the chaos of my addiction and trauma… and how Yeshua became the beacon of light that led me safely home.

Healing begins with support. Like the lame man at the Gate Beautiful, we can rise above trauma through love, faith, and connection. You don’t have to walk this path alone—I have tools to help!

She sits alone…with all the memories. She sits alone and wonders where she went wrong.

She is alone…void of love…while others celebrate joyous…dancing, feasting, reveling…with one another…

You and only you can free me, forgive me, purge me, renew me, regenerate me, heal me…